My(31) second date with my FWB(35)

The Second Date

I was sitting in a hotel room alone. Waiting. Knots in my stomach and self-doubt running rampant. "Will she show up?" The knock at the door didn't didn't make me feel better. I open the door and there she is. She greets me with a "Hey" and a hug and kiss.

Even though we've already fucked once, I'm still nervous. So we sit on opposite beds and make small talk, our travel blah blah blah. She can tell that I am nervous again, I'm sure. Earlier in the week I mentioned taking a shower and she was going to join me. She asks "Are you taking a shower?" "Umm, maybe later…". "Ok, i'm going to go freshen up". She heads to the bathroom and I'm feeling ill, this is actually happening. For some reason I'm not counting last week, this is the first real time i'm going to be having sex with someone who isn't my wife. The last message from my wife is simply "Have fun, I love you".

My(31) wife(31) and I have had an open marriage for 5 years. I finally experienced it (Warning: Long)

A little background: My wife and I met in high school. We've been together now almost 16 years, married for 9. We lost our virginity to each other, And had been each others one and only for the longest time.

Around 2008 I saw her browser history. It was full of women being fucked by two or more men. Not wanting secrets I brought this up to her and asked it if was something she wanted. She said it was a fantasy and we left it at dirty talk during sex a few times. Then it became every time we had sex, the idea of fucking someone else came up. I eventually opened up to the idea and it almost became a fetish for me, to share her. It finally happened one night (memorial day weekend 2010) with a very good friend (who I am still friends with). After a night of drinking one thing lead to another and a MFM was had. Lots of fun. This went on for a few years, with me never considering having sex with someone else.