This was it. The moment was here. As I looked down at my wife she took me into her mouth as she’d done hundreds of times but there was something different this time. There were a mix of emotions in her eyes, all changing by the minute. But what I saw when we made eye contact was fear. Was this alright? Should we stop? But I looked down at her and without speaking gave her a look that calmed her and said without speaking “It’s ok, this is what we’ve talked about for months and fantasized about for years. It’s ok”.
She seemed to understand and relaxed a bit. I gave Ryan a slight nod. The look changed to excited and as he pushed into her it slowly transitioned to pleasure… yes, this is what she wanted.
But let me back up….
One of the things I had always found most interesting about my wife – puzzling really – was that she’d only had one boyfriend and a handful of dates prior to me. And she was 100% a virgin. She wasn’t religious, her parents were especially conservative and she was certainly an attractive young lady. And when asked about it her answers were a mix of no one ever asked and confidence issues that kept her from dressing sexier.