I’ve been off Reddit for a while but I made this account bc this community has helped me in the past get through certain periods of my relationship with my stepdad. I know it sounds weird that we were in a sexual relationship but that’s the way it is and now I’m asking for advice on what to do at this point in time. Our relationship started when I was 16. It was consensual but he definitely began pushing my sexual limits from the start and as a result I graduated high school very sexually advanced for my age. When I came home after my first year at college (last summer) he was very rough on me. He has always been very dominate and I guess I’ve always sort of been naturally submissive but he took things to a whole new level that were very difficult for me to tolerate. When I left at the end of the summer to go back to school I told myself I wouldn’t ever put myself in that situation again. BUT, having spent the year having pretty boring sex, I have been sort of craving the type of sub/dom relationship that we used to have. I have wanted it so bad that I have actually contacted my stepdad who I havnt talked to in a long time and told him I wanted to come back and stay there with him this summer, even though I told myself I wouldn’t let that happen again. In previous accounts I have been very specific about what my stepdad used to do to me and what he did to me last summer that made me worried for my physical and psychological health. I will talk about it more over private message if you really want to know but I’m really here to ask for advice on the situation. Maybe it’s better not to go back but I have this burning desire to be in a sub/dom relationship like that again and I don’t know where else I could find that than from him. I would appreciate your thoughts. Thank you.
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