Remember when you were recently single after having been in what you described to your friends as the perfect relationship?
You had gone out with your friends trying to block him from your mind and fill the void that he had left so suddenly in your heart.
Months had past but dating and men had really just seemed not to interest you. In fact, you could barely even find the time to explore yourself because every time your mind was vacant had you had the opportunity for serenity and mental peace, his face would creep in and your mind would jump from idea to idea, seemingly at impossible speeds, with no chance to relax or self-reflect.
It’s finally been getting better, you’ve seen it in your work, finally able to focus and really get into your flow state, blocking out everything, being at peace; knowing your competence can get you through any difficult task.
Over time, dating started getting better, you opened up, met some cool people, a few even gave you orgasms.