My [F] boyfriend has no idea that he pays me to blow his dealer

I’m kind of a shy girl, who doesn’t go out much or have many friends. But I just discovered I might have a cheating / sugar baby kink.

I’m currently dating an older guy who works a lot. He is always kind to me, but is quite small and vanilla in the bedroom, and rarely leaves me fully satisfied.

He pays for our apartment while I’m looking for a job. His sister works from home, so I get very little alone time. Plus, I’m pretty much broke, with bills piling up.

However, every Friday my boyf leaves me cash to buy weed from his dealer down the street, so he has a joint ready when he gets home. The dealer and I recently agreed that I could get the weed for free if I blow him, and let him record it. He’s a younger, taller, hairy, hung English guy. He’s aggressive, physical and really likes to dominate me.

So, every week, I get £50, my boyfriend gets his weed, and my dealer gets an insane blowjob. He also sends me the videos to masturbate to later on! 😅