My friend [m] and I [F] masturbated, and he came on me.

I’ve always had an extremely sexually charged friendship with my pal. We have always found each other attractive, but despite our frequent flirting, we have never taken any action. We’re not interested in having a romantic relationship with one another. All of it is physical. Both of us are aware of this, and we have certainly engaged in masturbation toward one another in the past, though never overtly (more like, we’d discuss something sexual or I’d send him some risky photos, and then he’d tell me he’s going to watch some porn, and I’d frequently touch myself over that).

We briefly smoked when he was over the other day. We were just conversing when the conversation somehow turned to sex. We talk about these things openly most of the time, so I was shocked when he asked what my biggest desire was this time. I could feel my face starting to blush since I knew that if I informed him, he would also be turned on. Because having someone inside of me is my most extreme fantasy. I chose to inform him. why not

It’s explicit, but I do have fantasies about a man entering my body.