The first time I had any real encounter with the same sex was the summer of 2017. I had been single for a long time and had was living in my college’s small town and taking classes over the summer. This was a long dry spell for me probably like four or five months without sex and I was getting pretty anxious and just lacking companionship as well I think.
One day while probably jerking off too much I wandered into the subreddit r/totallystraight … After that, I had my first thoughts of actually thinking the male form as physically attractive to me. It became something that I could look at and appreciate in a new special way. So naturally, I looked up more stuff. Through this and looking at other LGBT subreddit I began to toy with the idea that I could be sexually attracted to both males and females. I still love the female form but now I also found that the male form was extremely sexually striking to me.