A Noise. [MF][somnophilia] [midnight sex] [gotta have a sense of humour]

I wake up to your thigh trapping mine, your arm wrapped around my chest, and your rocket-hot prick insistently rubbing up my leg. 

As I rub the sleep from my eyes, instinctively nestling into your grasp, I realise you’re still asleep. The moan that pulled me from my much more innocuous dream was merely part of a stream of rather precious noises you’d never admit to making if you were in control of your faculties.

I’m so busy being smug that one particularly committed grind of your hips pulls a choked sound from my body as my ass rolls to meet you behind me. The second the meat of my leg presses back solidly against your cock, you *growl*. 

Something in my brain snaps and I’m pushing you onto your back as you begin to come to. You’re still opening your eyes when I grasp your shaft in my hand, still feeling out reality as I guide your head around my entrance—to gather up the slick my sleeping body’s made for you—and up to my clit—to indulge just a bit—before plunging you inside me. 

We’re sitting on the couch in my flat, all others blessedly absent. [MF] [the Birthday Boy gets a present] [e x t r a d e s c r i p t i v e] [oral] [possessive] [penetration] [coming inside]

You’re a bit tipsy, still wearing the rather frightful birthday crown I gave you at the beginning of the evening, hand innocently clasped in mine as we lean into each other. Rings from wine glasses adorn the table; *Star Wars* is finishing up.

“When do I get my present?” you mumble, leaning down to trail your long hair over my face.  “Oh, I’m sorry, is six drinks not enough of a present?”  “No. And I paid for half of them.” I leer up at you and click my tongue. “Fine. Let me go get it.” You double over to hold me still.  “Don’t leave!” 

“I can’t give you your present if you don’t let me go get your present. That’s physics.”  With a groan, you spring upwards, releasing me from your arms. “Fine.” I swish into my room, where your gift is already wrapped. But there’s still a bit to do. 

The wine has made you impatient. “Is it a pony? I hope it’s a pony.” 

Distance Closed [MF, for the soft boys] [oral] [masturbation]

I hear you say “Come on then,” as you come up for air, and you must know I’m close to breaking from the burn of my fist grasping at your hair. I’ve tried to be gentle but you’re pulsing your tongue in and out and between that and your hand squeezing mine so intentionally I lose, I roll as if on a wave, and it’s not Earth-shattering, it’s mind-melting, it’s soft and gentle and I smile through it, and it wraps me up as you do, hands running over my stomach, watching with a smile of your own. 

“Good?” you ask, and I can tell under your stoicism you’re seeking reassurance. “It was so, so lovely,” I breathe. “I feel melty.”

You lick me clean—thoughtful as ever—and run a hand over your chin before meeting my grabby hands, rising over me to kiss me from above. I can feel heat coming off you in waves and I can see that you’re tired, so I wrap my arms around your back and push us both to sitting.  “You’re not done,” I remark, eying your resilient erection. 

“Don’t wanna ruin the melty,” you say, reluctant to pull me from the very rare relaxation you’ve managed to gift me with. 

“Fuck, that isn’t fair!” [FM] [Fluffy & Soft]

You shake a sleeve of the dish water I’ve splashed across the sink. End of the night, it’s been left to you to tidy the kitchen… and, saint I am, I’m “drying” the dishes. 

Well, I was—but as I snicker, you grab the spray nozzle and turn it on me. “Any last words?”  Tongue to molar, I wrack for something clever. “You gonna blow me away?” (Not my best, but it’s nearly tomorrow, and all clever creatures have gone to sleep long ago.)

“I just might. I’m *crazy* enough,” you squint, and as you adjust your grip on the nozzle, you put just enough pressure that it sprays. All. Over. Tile, counter, me. Drenched.

“Honey, I’m so sorry,” you manage, nearly breathless. “You’re not sorry, you’re laughing!” “I’m laughing because I’m so deeply sorry,” you wheeze, “truly.” 

As you lean back and cackle, my bones start to rattle; it’s January, the forest, midnight. As soon as you see me shiver, your joy shifts to concern, though with a smile. 

Tired [MF] [warm fuzzies] [soft] [going to bed] [thoroughly fucked]

You’ve loved me good, deep, firm, warm. Quite literally fucked the doubt out of me. I don’t know what I expected to be in its place, but rawness wasn’t it. You don’t mind.

You laugh a bit as you gather your nerves, start to extract yourself from my grip until I tighten my legs around you, my hands to the breadth of your back: “Stay. For a minute.” So, you settle back down, forearms framing my head, fingers reaching to brush the bit of hair in my face behind me. You keep the back of your hand against my cheek while you tell me stories of afternoons you’d like to spend together, evenings you’ve spent staring anywhere but my dress, singing me little songs, until I’m not quite so misty-eyed. 

“Ready?” you ask, a tilt to your smile. “Ready,” I nod, leaning into your palm as you brush one last dewdrop from my lashes. So, so gently, you break away from me, lean down, and gather me up. I’ve always felt like a weight but you raise me, one palm each under my shoulder and thigh, as if I lighten you just by the holding. 

I exhale forcefully, catching you by surprise. [MF]

You settle inside of me, moving a hand from its grasp on my breast to my cheek.

“Are you okay?”

The lust in your eyes doesn’t leave, but condenses to make room for concern. Different expressions of the same magnanimous care.

I feel my cheeks flush, attempting in vain to not meet your gaze. “I’m trying not to come yet.”

“Oh, honey,” you grin, tucking a bit of my electrified mane behind my cheek, tracing fingers to my chin, bringing my eyes to catch yours, “I plan on making you come again.”

Involuntarily, I clamp tighter around you. “And again.”

My hands lace around your back.

“And again.” You have to murmur this one because I’ve brought my mouth to yours, tightened my legs around your hips, bucked up to meet you with new abandon. Crushed words are followed by a smile. You live to make me fall apart. 

“Come on then,” you smirk, fucking deep and hard, forcing my body to make room for your presence. I grimace, my forehead rising to meet your shoulder. 

Have Me [MF] [getting together] [just a smidge of romance]

My head on your knee, I can feel rough denim on the corner of my ear. Your breath has hitched.

“Hey.”

“Yeah?” Your voice scratches through the air.

“Are you okay?”
Your thigh is frozen, little twitches shimmering through it.

“Yeah.”

I turn my head in towards your stomach, meaning to catch your eyes—but they’re closed. As my chin scrapes onto your thigh, you shudder. “Shit.”

My face is cradled on your legs. Your arms are charged and sealed, rock-solid, to the seat of the sofa.

Something’s pressing into my cheek.

Your eyes flash open, already apologetic, but I speak before you can. “Sweet, darling boy.” The sight of your blush-ridden face makes my heart swell. I decide to take a chance.

Turning my cheek, I drag my chin back across the lump on your thigh. You tense up, until I lean down and kiss the denim where you’ve swelled. I feel your warmth, and setting my cheek against you, I can hear your heartbeat.

Something I wrote for a man from the past… [If I Was There] [Wishful Thinking] [Thigh Riding] [F/M]

I’d like to be lying next to you, my legs tangled around one of your broad thighs. I know they’re all muscle and bone. You know I grind subconsciously as I drift to sleep, and always offer yourself up to ground me. 

I’ve put my hand back on top of yours. I’ve wanted to hold it again since that night on the bridge. You twist your fingers into mine, softly holding on, allowing both of us to get just a bit stuck in this moment. 

My eyes are closed—I’m so tired these days—but you know I’d be looking at your very soul were they open, so you keep your gaze on me, just to be prepared. Like this, it’s self-preservation, but also a bit of protection on my behalf. If I wake up in your bed with any distress, you want to ease it. 

My way of coping with how overwhelming I find this, six months on, is to keep my eyes incredibly shut. Yours is to lean over, suddenly, and kiss my forehead. My nose. Slip your hand from mine to rest on my lower back, urging me to move my hips with a bit more intention. And I give in, because how could I not?

I Wish [flashback poetry] [F/M]

my thigh over your middle the muscled centre of you where all the good stuff is
(besides your face and hands and heart)
my lips on your nose my teeth on your nose your teeth on my chin
your lips on my chin your lips on my neck your tongue on my neck
your teeth (gentle) on my neck
your hands on my back pressing into two years of terror
your eyes in my gaze as my eyes say, brace yourself
my thighs suddenly grounding you
my hips on your hips
I play for keeps
you laughing at me
you nodding at me
you nodding as I speak the quietest I’ve ever spoken
your confident, cocksure voice
“I’m going to come,”
your hips still driving as I exhale your name
I wish I hadn’t said your name
I wish I wasn’t so starved
Maybe I wouldn’t have spent the morning in the back of my car
draped over you

“I didn’t expect or intend on this,”
I expected and intended on this