I’m sure it’s the same for a lot of people, but it’s been a quiet year of no dating since covid. I guess I finally felt lonely enough to download a few dating apps just to test the waters a few days ago.
I remember thinking I immediately regretted the decision, as I swiped through hundreds of the same messages saying “hi how are you”, or people just liking my photos – just hoping for someone different or unique. I guess I got my wish when a guy commented on one of my photos saying how much he’d like to see my eyes as I’m looking up at him on while my knees. Now usually I quickly X those guys, but for some reason (probably not having sex for over a year), I matched with him.
I had no idea how to respond and was just staring at the message for a few seconds, when he started typing. “You’re a naughty girl, aren’t you?”, he asked. Again I didn’t respond, kind of still shocked at myself for getting into this situation. Another message popped up: “I bet you love sucking cock, huh?” And then, as if possessed, I found myself typing “yes” back to him.