I had been married for a good 5 years at the time. I’m still very much in love with my husband and we still have great sex.
There’s just something he can’t fulfill for me. He can’t fulfill the silly cheating fantasies I’ve had since as long as I could remember. One of the very first times I touched myself was when I was sneakily watching some terrible movie that featured cheating. It had some hairy chested 80s hair guy getting his shirt ripped off first by his wife and then later in the movie by his new lover (she found the buttons would is how she realized he was cheating, guy had a hulk fetish, I guess). I digress, the main point is how funny it made me feel to watch this man with a woman who was not his wife. It was the first time I was turned the fuck on.