Author: WandereringMaid

At Your Request [solo] [MF]

I miss my lover in this time of separation. Seeing him and talking to him remotely is nice in its own way. It reminds me he thinks of me, still loves me, and even misses me. However, this doesn’t substitute the raw need to touch, hold and fuck who you love. Being alone where I dwell offers plenty of opportunities to deal with the frustration this inevitably makes.

My body and mind , however, are not satisfied with this for long. I know I could pleasure myself but anymore my own touch feels like when you slide your finger over a surface encrusted with dust. Old and unused, unloved and forgotten.

My lover gave me a break from this experience when he sent me a video of him using my toy. The pang that ran through reminded me of how long it’s been to the extent I feel it in my back. I’m pleased that he thinks of as he strokes his shaft. Though I can’t stop the petty wish that he was closer and I could sit in his lap and remind him of how I feel. Read more »

Alone and Needy (Female) (Solo)

I am in need of my lover, whether it’s stress or what not. I have been thinking of him both innocently enough and entirely not. I kept myself in complete control but it’s too much now that I’m in my room and I hurt from want.

My body seeking his touch and caress won’t find it here today. I know he is far from me right now but I want him in my bed or my couch. To either be beckoned on the couch to talk or him unzipping his trousers to invite me. Even the simple touch to my back to remind me that he’s behind or when he presses and rubs the pressure point in my back to turn me on in public.

These thoughts have been flooding my mind all day at work. Now that my vibrator is charged I can do something about it. Or at least try. Playing with myself doesn’t satisfy with him to tease and egging me on but maybe it can relieve the pain. I almost can’t touch my own clit it’s so sensitive from want. Read more »

His Turn (Part 2) [Dominant] [Switch] [Choking] [Submissive Male]

“You,” he said.

I look at him in confusion, he has me. This he should know. My lover then slowly disentangles himself from me and lays back on the couch fully naked. For me it’s a rare sight normally a shirt or sleep trousers are still on, but now we have time. We. 

I feel awkward, now I realize how fully clothed I am. I remove my clothes one piece at a time and slowly. I want him to look at me, to enjoy me. I am not a traditionally attractive woman outside of the presence of the usual female curves. However, his gaze and anticipation makes me feel beautiful and like I’m someone he wants.

Once I match him in nakedness he reaches for my hand which I give. My lover then lightly tuggs. I arch a brow in question.

“I want you to take me, please.”

Nervousness creeps into me, not because it’s not something I want. His apparent tiredness and him being slightly tipsy is what stirs the feeling in me. I feel like I’m taking advantage of him. The thought is silly in a way and I don’t know if he’d laugh now if I told him. Read more »

His Turn (Part One) [MF] [Dominant Female] [Anal Play] [Teasing] [Rimjob] [Oral]

I’m not sure what I want other than touch this evening. My lover’s mood is also strange he’s leaning into me to be held and touching me so gently it’s more of a suggestion of contact. I know he wants me the look in his eyes says as much. Though it’s very different he’s almost meek and unsure of himself. It’s far from a bad thing I’m just unsure what he’s looking for, so I grab his ass.

He leans into my touch allow my hand to explore to it through his jeans. I let myself grow bolder and decide to slip my hand into his pants. His ass is great to hold such soft skin but firm muscle so you feel like you’re really holding something. I almost want to pinch it but I don’t want to test this new mood so soon.

I loosen his belt to allow me more access to him. I let my fingers roam exploring his body and relishing in the touch. I kiss his back and reach my hand around to go for his cock, but I trail my hand around his waist lazily. I’m amused with myself for treating him like sudden movements will scare him. My fingers gently brush the base of his shaft and run a singular finger to the tip. Read more »

That Night [Part 2] [MF] [BDSM] [Dominance] [Anal] [Teasing] [Creampie]

I wait tensed and nervous on the couch from earlier. My body still tingling from the orgasm earlier, though now with the wait I become entirely too self aware and realize that I let myself lose all control in those moments. I second guess how loud I was whether he enjoyed it or just sat there and endured it for my sake. 

The minutes feel like hours as insecurities year at me. Though not out of the moment. I know in my heart I should trust and if he didn’t enjoy it that I’d make sure he did this time. Once I squash this thinking I start to softly tease my clit and pinch my nipples to bring me back into the mood a bit.

Once I hear him start to open the door I stop. Funny enough I feel embarrassed about being caught doing this. He, however, just innocently smiles and tucks two beers in the nearby fridge. I smile and immediately feel reassured from that small gesture and put back on my teasing attitude.

“So what do you want?”

My lover turns to me his mouth relaxed, but his gaze is heated steady seemingly sizing me up while he considers my question as he sits in his office chair. Read more »

That Night [Part1] (MF) (Choking) (BDSM) (Teasing)

“Come here,” my lover’s strong hand says with a gentle nudge. I oblige and lay head against his side on the couch as he drapes his on my belly. I love this, he asks and invites then I choose. As I lay he touches me every caress against my skin a question, “May I.” It reminds me why I love him even though we have long absences from each other’s embrace.

I greedily absorb this attention but want more, it’s selfish to want when he’s so giving but still I do. So I look at him in a way I hope that communicates my desire for him but isn’t too much to chase him off. The caresses stop being over the clothes and then his hands continue to ask as he gently rubs first my belly then lazily trails to my breasts. He cups one in his hand then bounces them almost like he’s appraising the weight. This makes laugh every time he does it, then he gets a mischievous look to his eye. “Will he tickle me, what are you up to?” I wonder. I want to clench to protect myself, but my body won’t respond it trusts. My body trusts no matter what he won’t hurt me, well not if I don’t ask for it. Read more »

A Night In [Solo] [Female]

When I lower myself on it the tip is soft as it glides into me, almost insubstantial. As I push lower I vaguely feel the ridges gliding and rubbing against me still too gentle for my taste.

When I finally get to the base it’s wide and very filling almost feeling like it won’t fit but it does and pleasantly so, along with the length of it reaching deeply inside me. That’s also when the toy teases my clit with a gentle rub. It makes my body crave what it really wants.

As I ride it more it glides through me easier and ridges on the toy seem to find their place in me. Though I can only tolerate the teasing of the soft sensations that riding it gives for so long.

At that point I tighten my cunt and use a hand to release the suction and lay on my back with the toy in me and in hand. I play an old video I’ve been sent before that had audio missing the soft sighs and moans of my lover. Here I let my mind wonder and remember. Then I take the toy and thrust it harder. Read more »