[F]rustrating sexual encounters with a [M]ale friend

Hi ! The response to my previous post was kind of sufficiently positive. So, I decided to write more. It is kind of long so, bear with me.

Some background about myself, I am a 21 year old [F].

This happened in my first year of college. I was in a relationship and we were very far. And we also couldn’t afford seeing each other too often. Having an almost insatiable sexual desire, long distance was barely working for me. I wanted to fuck. Since, I was new to the university, I couldn’t be my slutty self. I was scared of being judged (Now I walk around without a bra and one can definitely see my nipples. I don’t mind the attention at all). I made one friend and and Let’s call him Alex. He was very shy. He has very gentle features. He is someone who is extremely pleasant to look at. I won’t call him handsome but, he is definitely above average. Barely spoke enough to sustain a conversation. We just used to hang out in his room and watch random shit. He later told me that he had a gf. So, he was in a long distance thing too.

[MF] Oral on the top of a University Building

Hi! I am a [F], 21 years old and a long time lurker in this sub. I thought i should finally write something of my own.

Here is some pretext: I was sexually harassed as a six year old and as a result of that I realized that I could pleasure myself pretty early in my life. There have been multiple other instances too. I grew up with sex all around me. My boyfriend told me I sort of might be a sex addict. I cannot think about anything other than fucking for the most part of the day.