[FM] I had to hold in my orgasm because otherwise I was going to squirt on his face.

It was a simple proposition. I come over, strip naked, and sit on his face—no questions asked.

Just a few months before, it would have horrified me to be so direct. Lately though, I’d been getting more courageous about my sexuality, basking in the realization that I could have my way with most men. The latest subject was my friend David, whom I’d met a few semesters ago in an econ class. He was funny, cute, and a bit on the short side. I’d always thought he was full of himself, but despite my reservations I was attracted to him. He had asked me out a few times before and I’d always had too much pride to say yes. One afternoon I was texting him, providing comfort after a breakup, and the conversation got heated. I don’t know why, but I made the ask and he said yes. I guess I was in a dominant mood.

I [F] had an accidental orgasm on the massage table

Butterflies filled my stomach as I sat in the waiting room. I shouldn’t be here, I thought. I had only booked the appointment because a friend gifted me a free session and it seemed impolite to say no. A massage felt too risqué, too much like the way I wanted men to caress me in the bedroom. And worse, this was a full-body massage. What did that mean exactly? Was I going to have to be naked? Sitting there, all I could think about was how embarrassing it would be to get turned on in front of a stranger.

Just as I was considering leaving, the lobby door opened and a voice called my name. I stood up with a jolt. A tall guy in casual wear was beckoning me to come to the back with him. He had a friendly smile, and I took in his tousled hair and bright blue eyes with a nervous twinge. Why didn’t I request a female therapist? Was that even an option? We walked down a short hallway and he introduced himself; his name was Nick and he would be taking care of me today.