I’m going to try and keep this brief.
At age 12 I started delving into the wonderful world of sex. I vividly remember reading (and getting caught) stories/erotica on myfirsttime.com, a old site. Eventually I moved onto to sites like literotica before eventually delving into full on porn.
While not as extreme as some of my fellow specimen, I definitely watched a wide array of categories. First time, BJ, Public Sex, Milf you name it. Pretty vanilla in topic but it definitely was a ton.
From 8th-12th grade (Age 14-18) I watched porn and maaturbated at least 3x a week. Despite being your common developing/restless teenager, porn became somewhat of an escape for me. I was bullied hard throughout late middle school and into early high. Add on depression, an unstable home life and shyness and you had a recipe for uneasiness. Porn/Masturbation allowed me to escape and put my feelings into something non violent (although destructive as a habit in hindsight).
As I’m a year removed from HS now I can confidently say I sat on my ass throughout HS. By the end of my senior year I was 75lbs overweight, still shy and I had pretty much shot my libido. Years of porn/masturbation had/have killed through desensitization and the abuse of a habit.