These small steps feel soo good and just strengthen my idea and lust more to be able to watch her be with someone else. She’s started to buy and wear more lingerie now, I will tell her how sexy she looks and any guy would love to see her wear that. She will take videos of her in her lingerie and send them to me asking if she should share them. Last night she got all done up (makeup and lingerie) for me for a late valentines gift. We get in bed and she always starts off with her magic wand to get her going and I always usually finger her until we are ready to have sex. I bought a vibrating dildo just recently to use so I decided to bring that out and use that on her instead. She Loved it, she wanted me to fuck her with it, just watching her ecstasy as I fucked her with it was intoxicating. She told me to put it all in as she was cumming it was so hot. After she was done I got to fuck her after prob lasted one minute and she felt stretched love these small steps and victories hopefully we can move onto the real thing.