[f]ingering [m]y high school crush while she was on a hiatus with her BF

This story dates back to 2011. An old one sure, yet one that I remember vividly and fondly
We went to the same primary and secondary schools in the same grade. As usual, it wasn’t until high school, when we were 16/17, that I ever thought of her in any form of sexual context.

This was the time when MSN reigned supreme. We would often chat at night after school, generally pretty boring. Music, homework etc.
I remember one Friday, Mum and Dad had gone out for the evening. It was my brothers graduation. Conveniently her sister also graduated the same year and was home alone too. I must’ve felt bold, and began flavouring our chats with some sexual undertones. This was certainly well received and we spent the night talking about masturbating, turn ons etc. it ended with us agreeing to explore stuff together when we get a chance.

We flirted online religiously for a few years. We rarely acknowledged the sexual tension, but would occasionally lock eyes in certain ways. I don’t know what she felt from it, but my heart would always skip a beat and would find my penis getting hard in my pants.