Author: unsuresweetheart

My punishment

I am not allowed to touch myself, I do not have control over my body, I am allowed to rub my clit on things through one layer of clothing but that is all. This is hard for me as I must rely fully on my boyfriend for orgasms which I must earn the right to.

Yesterday I was soaked and couldn’t resist, I put my hand down my pants while he was in the next room and began to rub myself. He walked in. We have many rules in place for what happens in this event, what steps can be taken to ensure it doesn’t happen but usually I am taken to a room and spanked, or tied up on the cold bathroom floor without any means of distraction, this time he used a punishment we had never needed before. He believes I respond best to humiliation and enjoys my embarassment and discomfort especially when I have broken our rules. Read more »

Coming home and being used

Ive been gone a lot lately travelling, my boyfriend isn’t used to this, we have lived together for a year and I make myself constantly available to him sexually. So I had been gone about a week and a half after only having been home a couple days since my last adventure, needless to say he’s been alone a lot. We have an agreement that he will not touch himself while I’m gone but rather I will come home, shower while he is at work, clean out my asshole to ensure a good time in whichever way he chooses, shave everything on my body, apply lotion and lay waiting for him. When he returns he can have his way with my body for as long, as many times, and in whatever way he wishes. This typically involves my legs being tied apart my hands being tied above me and being used until he decides he’s had enough. I tell him it is okay to take all of the built up sexual energy and use it as aggression on my body. This is the story my most recent return. Read more »