[Mf] Zelda and Clay cross the line

It had been over two weeks since I sat beside Clay feeling the heat of his leg against mine. I knew I would see him today. He was in my head as soon as I woke up. The anticipation of seeing his smile stayed with me all through rush hour. By the time he came into the office, my heart was pounding. I heard his voice before I saw him. A chorus of hellos echoed through me as he made his way down the hall.

Our eyes met as he came into the room. I couldn’t help but smile. I wanted him to choose the empty seat beside me, willed him to sit close. When he took a seat down the table, the disappointment was overwhelming. As everyone took their seats, I felt my phone buzz against my leg.

A flirty message. I fired back and waited. Clay sent back a dirty response. With butterflies dancing through me, I took a chance. I sent back an honest message….all these dirty texts are making me horny. The time it took him to read the message seemed like an eternity. I saw him see it and put the phone back down. Shit! Maybe it was too far. I could not tell you a word that was said in the meeting. I was hyper focused on the phone in his lap. Finally he started to type back.

Halloween a year ago [mf]

It started almost a year ago on Halloween. We dressed up in costumes for work. He came in with that charming smile and a cute costume. We saw each other briefly and said hello, snapped a few group pictures and went about our day. But I knew I wanted him.

He was married. Fuck, I was married. I argued with myself over the next few weeks. I told myself after the last affair that I was done cheating. I had been faithful for 8yrs. Not a single flirty text or naked pic with the exception of an old high school boyfriend who I see every now and then.

The group picture ended up on social media with the both of us tagged. I kept going back to it. I kept finding reasons to email him. I started to find reasons to be close to him during the day, reasons to text or call to hear his voice. The jokes,, and flirty comments got dirtier. This frustrating foreplay continued for weeks.