After 3 days of not doing anything in general after almost being caught I decided to make something happened. Since my parents wouldn’t be home I called my bf John (not his real name) over to just hang out. I had done it before we were a thing and it just consisted of us playing Mario kart or something simple. When he got there he was actually nicely dressed, like he cared cared about his appearance around me for once. It was still casual but his glasses were clean, his hair combed and he had jeans on.
When we got to the loving room it became clear how awkward the situation was, the last last we had done something alone we almost got caught butt naked. So we were a little hesitant at first and ended up just playing switch sports, and after losing 5-0 at tennis I gave up and went to get a snack. When I came back he was sitting on the couch with his hands clutched thinking.