I’ve always known I was bi, but had never experimented with a woman outside of playfully kissing other girls at college parties. After college, and the end of a long, dreadful relationship, I was ready to explore my sexuality and do things for me for a change.
I continued to date men, but kept the thought of women in the back of my mind. I watched a lot of lesbian porn, but mainly because it was what got me off the fastest. Never really had much intention of going after women despite being sexually attracted to them. I always have, still do, and likely always will prefer men. I’d say I’m 90/10 bisexual.
Anyway, after a couple of years of lame first dates, underwhelming hookups, and short lived relationships with every douchebag you can think of causing some sexual frustration, I amped up my curiosity about women. I started to fantasize about it on a more regular basis, and ended up being led into lesbian MILF porn, which drove me absolutely wild. It was fun picturing myself as one of the girls in normal lesbian videos, but really associating myself with the younger girl in young/mature videos would get me wet just thinking about it. It consumed me for a couple of months.