The lead up was a very anxious time. There had been hints since my tutoring had stopped about me needing to do something, but I never expected that it would end up the way it did. First was just jokes really but they became more sexual over time, little comments about the pigs needing a playmate or whatever.
Something was stirring in me though which was uncomfortable but sexy to me. It was itterly confusing. I felt ashamed for a long time with having the physical responses I was having when these comments were made. Id masturbate then feel guilty after. My vagina burned for weeks and weeks and I just felt overwhelmed with it. It was like having a horny itch CONSTANTLY. And the “jokes” werent helping.
I later snapped and told them the jokes were annoying me (I was mostly just ashamed of what I was doing and thinking about in private). “What jokes?” They said bluntly. Thats when I knew. For a while after I was just frozen and it was awkward in the house.