My boyfriend showed me how to feel like a man (NSFW) (18+)

FTM,Gay, 18+, Long

My boyfriend and I have been dating for about 6 months. The only sexual stuff we have done is making out and me giving him oral and hand jobs. I always keep my clothes on because I’m still not ready to take anything off yet. I know my boyfriend wants to do more but I’m just not there yet. I haven’t gotten any surgeries and I’m only a year and a half on T. Marcus, my boyfriend, tries to touch me by rubbing my ass and my front area while we make out. He even tried to stick his hand inside my pants a few times. But I always flinch and move his hand away. He always stops but this time it was different.