I got into playing with objects a while back. Being born and raised in a conservative household, that was my only sexual outlet. I tried pens, cucumbers, carrots, water bottle, wine bottle, gear sticks and what not. The after while I had a place for my own and I could live in a much more open way and in my own terms.
It was at that point of time that I got my first dildo. About 6 inches long, made from glass. It was a wild ride since then. And a couple of years ago I got a bit more ambitious and bought my second dildo. 12inches long, incredibly thick, black in color. I was pushing my own limits and the sensation was incredibly hot.
I am not saying that the men I have slept with were bad in bed. No. Most of then were incredible. But for some reasons, I wet more and cum harder with my dildos. Maybe it’s the thought that I am letting mere objects fuck me turns me on. Maybe it’s the fact that a dildo (black one) is bigger and thicker that any man I have been with. And I can fuck myself at my own pace in any way I love. No pressure of performing and no pressure of satisfying the guy, just me and my toys.