You might remember me from my first sexual experience from [this](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ivplga/ten_minutes_ago_i_25f_lost_my_virginity_to_a/). Suffice to say, I’ve been wanting to have more of it ever since and although it was just a few days ago, I thought I had waited long enough in my life.
Unfortunately, this guy ended up not really writing back to me. Not plain ignoring me, but saying he was busy. Maybe we could see each other this week-end, “if he had time.” Not really sure why he acts that way, if I was really that horrible or if I am just pushy, but w/e.
My two besties (both heavily Christian, and married) wanted to go out for drinks tonight. Places have just restarted to open here, they only serve alcohol until midnight, etc. In the past, whenever we went out to drink, they often joked about finding me someone, presenting me a friend etc. I didn’t feel like going down much tonight, the pictures of my previous encounters being enough to keep me busy, but they said it would be good to get out and meet people, and I agreed. Who knows, maybe even get laid?