[F] 20 – Me and the coach part 1/2

I couldn’t sleep. Maybe it was the time change. Maybe it was the dull roar of the air conditioner. Maybe it was the general catastrophe of my life, but I tossed and turned, trying to get comfortable, clutching pillows to my chest, then throwing them off the bed when I got too hot.

My mind raced–thinking about the meeting next week with the lawyers, worrying about Jackson, figuring out how I was going to start over. And beyond that was a landscape I was too afraid to explore: the rest of my life.

Thinking about J. was my respite. The truth is that I’d been thinking about him daily for a while now, long before my marriage came to its inglorious end. He was a place I went to escape. Though we rarely exchanged words–or maybe because we rarely exchanged words–he was a blank page on which I could write the ideal protagonist.

I had a handful of things I knew about him for certain. I expanded and extrapolated on these meager facts: he was a great coach, but, more important, he was a positive model for boys in the process of becoming men. In my hungry imagination, this also meant he had the capacity to love deeply and meaningfully.

[F] 20 – Lucid dreams lead to slutty nights

Although it is becoming a rarer occurrence. When I do dream, each is incredibly vivid. Powerful in emotion, so too are the physical sensations from them even after I wake.

Yes, I’ve had the usual death and catching him cheating dreams that leave you curled up and crying in the dead of night. I am however lucky enough to say my sex dreams are just as powerful, more so.

When I dream about sex, the dream is often lucid or becomes lucid even if at first, I don’t realize it. I’m in control and if I’m horny I have sex with whoever is in my dream world. I never see their faces I never talk to them. It’s usually a man but sometimes a woman. Whatever I want to happen does.

I’ve just had one of those dreams. I’m awake and horny beyond comprehension because in my dreams they never let me cum. It’s like a sick torturous game where they keep me teetering on the edge of oblivion until my eyes open and I’m left frustrated and needy.

The worst part? Lying next to me is a hunk of a man snoring softly with no idea how much I want him right now.

[F] 20 – getting hot in a movie theater

Ten minutes into the movie, Jacob placed his hand on the inside of my right thigh.

I could no longer focus on the film.

Jacob and I sat in the very last row of the empty movie theater. It was a late night showing of a Marvel film that has been out for a while and we had the whole theater to ourselves.

I wrapped my arms around his arm, sliding his hand slightly further up my legs.
The movie theater Jacob and I were at had those chairs where you can raise the armrests and sit close and cuddle.

I tried to focus on the film, but anytime Jacob’s hand or even fingertip moved, even slightly, it drained me and my stupid mammalian brain.

I raised my right leg and draped it over Jacob’s left leg.
Spreading my legs just slightly, Jacob’s hand slid up even farther.
I couldn’t take it anymore. I took the initiative and slightly placed my hand on the edge of my leg, the one draped over and between Jacobs legs.
I rested my hand on my thigh for a minute and then let it slide down the outside of my leg.

[F] 20 – Being dominated and used by strange men in a mens restroom

It’s Friday. My boyfriend has chosen a new restaurant for us to try – a small place that I’ve never heard of all the way on the other side of the city. I’m unimpressed when we enter. There are few people inside and it looks like some areas are still being set up.

We’ve just ordered drinks when he grasps my hand and whispers, “C’mon. I want to show you something.” He guides me to the men’s bathroom at back of the place.

He tries to pull me inside, but I hesitate and give him a skeptical look.

“What are you doing?” I ask. “That’s the men’s room. I’ll use the lady’s.” I start to pull away, but he tightens his grip on my hand.

We’ve known each other for about a year. It took a while to develop trust, but once I did, I shared some of my submissive fantasies with him. I told him the idea of men exposing and playing with me excites me. Especially if those men are strangers, I’m being dominated, and my pussy is treated like an object for their use. Just talking about it made him hard.

[F] 20 – I have discovered I love being objectified

I don’t know why it turns me on so much but just having men comment on my body. Especially when it is unwarranted, and I did not ask for it. I recently got into tributes and a major source of the reason those turn me on is because it involves sexualizing pictures of me that are otherwise not sexual. So, I am stuck in the weird position of being shy to share myself with these people while being irresistibly attracted to men who clearly just want to use me to cum and then will probably never text me again. I have no idea why this turns me on so much but here we are, and I decided I would share my new self-discovery with all of my friends on here. maybe I’ll make a longer form story at some point but just a lil update on me.

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[F] 20 the time I gave my first blowjob

I have often fantasized about who would be my first, where it would happen, whether or not I would do a good job, and what would happen when he came. Nothing went according to how I thought it would other than I managed to predict who I would give my first blowjob too.

Me (Z) and him (A) have known each other for a long time. Our parents worked together at the school district we went to, so we have been friends for most of our lives at this point. We spent most of our time together and we are in many of the same extracurriculars, namely we are both band students.

We often have to go on long bus rides, 6, 7 or even 8 hours for a round trip. We have always sat next to one another and have gotten to know one another really well. The truth is, both of us were clearly into the other but neither of us had the courage to speak up and ask the other out until fate did it for us.

My [F] 20 first time masturbating in public lead to rough car sex

I have always been kinky but getting frisky in public is something I have always been quite shy about. That’s not to say I wasn’t willing to try it, just had never worked up the nerve. Which is why doing what I did in public was a huge moment for me…

I had been with my new boyfriend for a few weeks at this point, he was a bit older than me (a humble 10 years) and although we weren’t totally serious about one another, the sex was magnificent, and we knew exactly how to work each other’s bodies. We would have sex whenever and wherever we could and despite our age difference, it was like our sex drives were on the exact same level.

He introduced me to lots of newfound pleasure, he showed me how much I loved nipple play and the thing he introduced me to do most and most memorable was public masturbation. It all started with not wearing panties in public, this drove him wild. I would wear short little skirts and he would get off on the idea that I had no panties on and quite often this would lead to blowjobs in the car and even sex.

[F] 20 – My first threesome and my first DP part 2/2

I didn’t know if we were done for the night or not. But when Jack leaned back on the couch and started to get another hard-on, that answered that. I walked back and Fred whistled again and started stroking his cock. I walked over to him and kneeled between his legs. I pulled his hand off his cock and replaced it with my mouth. After a few minutes he pushed me off him and standing up led me to the living room.

I asked Jack if he wanted me to suck him. I didn’t get an answer, but Freddy was laying on the carpet and so he told me to suck him to get him hard and then get on top. I did what I was told and after he was hard, I straddled him and aimed his penis at my gooey hole, I sat down until he was fully inside me. He held onto my hips as I rode him and was really getting into it when I felt a hand on my shoulders. At that instant I knew what they were talking about. Jack told me not to worry and relax, and I tried but knowing I was going to be double teamed for the first time still had me worried. We’ve watched many porn films while being fucked in the ass, and even though I told him that I would love to try it, now that I’m going to do it, I’m a little scared.

[F] 20 – My first threesome and my first DP part 1/2

Some backstory. This story is from my second semester in college when I was 19. Me and Jack had been dating for about a year at this point and it was an open relationship by his choice. He never did anything with another girl as far as I am aware, but he would often share me with his friends, blowjobs and sex occasionally. Him participating however was new, and this ended up being not only my first threesome but the first time I was double penetrated. Hope that clarifies some stuff and hope you all enjoy!

It was a Saturday afternoon when the phone rang. I answered it, it was one of my boyfriend’s friends. He told me that his roommate had left for the day, and he wanted to know if we (me and my then boyfriend) would meet him for drinks. That was fine with me.

The time I [F] 20 let the computer science nerd creampie me part 2/2

The final installment of my story! I’m so glad everyone enjoyed the effort I put into part one, so hope you all enjoy the “climax” of my duology!

“Oh, like this?” He asked as he dragged a hand down to my groin, roughly pushing my underwear out of the way, and sliding a finger slowly up my wet slit. I moaned and bucked my hips. Alex got the message and slowly inserted a finger, his thumb brushing against my clit.

“It’s a start” I groaned, gyrating my hips. Suddenly, I felt him sit up, grabbing and pinning my hips, so I couldn’t move and slowly pulled out his finger. Once he knew I wouldn’t move, he peeled my panties off, throwing them on the floor.

Gently, now, he spread my legs as he got off the couch and kneeled on the floor, one arm hooked under my leg to get better access to my now exposed pussy. His other hand found its way back to my vagina and he inserted a single finger. His stubble scratched and tickled against my inner thigh. Slowly he kissed his way up, seeming to circle his way around my clit. I tried to move my clit to his mouth, but he tightened the grip of his hand around my thigh, pinning my leg. I moaned in pleasure.