The only way I get to come… [F] [Orgasm Denial] [Ruined Orgasm] [FSub]

I don’t know if this is the right place for this, but I’m feeling so horny and just want to describe how I treat myself when the time is right.

I love the feeling of being horny and being in need – I love every little bit about it. I love feeling the sensation of warmth and emptiness between my legs. I love how acutely aware I become of my clit, and how badly it needs to be touched. I love feeling [how wet I get](https://imgur.com/8fgs5oC), how sensitive I get, how *desperate* I get for pleasure.

So I try to feel it as acutely and intensely as I can, virtually all the time. I had the idea that if I held off from coming as much as I could, the feelings would intensify, and I would find myself being a great big ball of sexual energy, ready to explode.

And oh man, was I ever right. The sensitization that comes from holding off is something out of this world.