[MF] i did a handjob to my cousin and dont know how to feel about it

i am a female, 18, he’s a male, also 18. he always touches my b00bs or a$$ and im always mad at him when he does that. last night we were high af and he showed me his d¥ck (it was not the first time he did that) then he proceeded to take my hand and i did him a h4ndjob, 2 times. he came after a while and then we got back to sleep. we also did other things tho, he touched my pu$$y but i didn’t feel really anything, the he saw/touched my a$$ and b00bs. oh and i also kinda gave him a f00tjob. I don’t know how I should feel about this, cause of course he’s my cousin so… idk

sorry if my grammar is bad. English is not my first language.