[MMF] [F28]Just had first heterosex orgasm, but with regret (2 edited pics)

This is embarrassing to admit, but I am 28 years old, and until recently I had never climaxed with a guy, and it was starting to bother me. I’ve been having orgasms since I was 15 or so, first with another girl, then by myself. But no matter how much I was in to the guy, or how much he tried, I’ve never been able to get there with just a guy. I’ve studied this a bit, and I guess it’s a pattern with rape victims. Lots of girls who were raped young can only climax with a guy if they are the one on top during sex, never missionary. But even being on top didn’t work for me. I was starting to think it was something I would never experience.

I happened to be scrolling through Reddit posts one night, and I came across one by u/maydoporn, which led me to another by u/smallandtan and one by u/dancinggal1980. They each described experiences they had at a place called “Club Secret” in Vegas where they were gangbanged in public for a lot of money. I wasn’t as much interested in the insane amount of money they got paid as I was how, even with a group of strangers, they apparently had these great, fulfilling orgasms just through heterosex. I wondered if they had used some sort of drugs or something to help them along, but they assured me it was just the raw sex that worked. I started to wonder if maybe a similar experience would work for me.