When I first started working in Florida, I made friends with a group that would play Settlers of Catan every Sunday night. This was around the same time that I began to read about semen retention and no-fap. I began getting further and further away from porn while learning how to masturbate without cumming. I mention this in particular now because I believe it played a role in this sexual experience. When my friends told me to meet them at their local comic shop in the afternoon and pick up Marissa I truly didn’t know what was coming. Marissa and I had been around eachother before. But she was the kind of sharp pixie personality that always looked at me with suspicion. In return, I never made any advances on her, although I fantasized often about her tiny blonde body, covered in peach fuzz, and drawn tight at the corners. She just turned 19.