First time every telling this story “publicly” so please be kind!
I (at the time a 21 year old white guy) was in art school and coming out of a long term relationship with a very sexy woman with whom I had explored many firsts. She was the first partner who insisted I learn how to properly go down on a woman and our hours upon hours of focused practice had awoken in me a deep love of pleasing and the sexy ecstasy of watching a partner cum from your attention.
That love of pleasing and the teases of power dynamics involved in her (and now my) love of facesitting piqued my curiosity to dig deeper. Thanks probably in part to the sexual fluidity and non-judgmental environment of arts school and college in general, I became curious about what it’d be like to be with another man. In part it was straight curiosity but more so I knew the power women had and the focal point they became when they gave me blowjobs. I became fascinated about what it’d be like to combine my love of oral with my love of pleasing a partner in general with the tactile feedback and power of a hard cock in my mouth.