At this point, the “shy” label is long gone [25F] after deciding to really taking our chances by crossing over to unchartered territory.
Meeting up with him [24M] in person —-especially out in the open for the world to see— presented a line of pent up needs and wants if they were ever to come into play. We were knotted with the initial nervousness and the overbearing fear of getting caught, even when we just wanted to slightly graze against each other’s hand. But did that stop us? Of course not.
They may scoff at the claim of a lover’s first physical touch being electrifying, and perhaps pass it off as a figment of a hormonal teen writer’s imagination, but let me just say that it is more than just a dull buzz: it was galvanising. Who knew that a simple interlock of fingers, or stroking the back of one’s hand with your thumb, could get you so restless or give you an unscratchable itch that could only be relieved after a session or two of relentless fucking. It was indeed the test of self-control and from the events which followed, we were proud to fail this one.