You know what they say about virginity. The older you get, the harder it gets to get rid of. Is it the case for women too? I don’t know. I never really planned to remain or stay a virgin, it just happened that way. What I mean by that is I’m not religious, keeping myself for marriage or so on.
I guess I could be referred to as “sexually awkward.” I guess I was also waiting for the right one, my prince, etc. I had boyfriends and I had opportunities to lose it, especially when I was younger, but I just declined them.
Weeks became months, months became years, etc. And then I reached adulthood, finished college, started to work, and I still had never experienced sex. And after a point, I guess you just stop thinking about it. That part of you goes numb. You still get horny, but you watch videos, reach stories or use toys; the idea of having sex, real sex, never really crosses your mind.