Author: throwawaypastdue

[FM] I am a married woman and I lead a double life

I know this might not be something that extraordinary to people in more liberal countries but I live in a Conservative Muslim country and to us it is huge. I’ve been repressed all my life and then I got introduced to kink life after marriage. Since then I have been leafing a double life that is the most exciting n the most dangerous thing I have ever done in my life.

The things I’ve done and still do for my husband in kinks are not just taboo, they are down right illegal in our religion and in our society. The consequences of these actions could very literally without any exaggeration lead to death and yet I continue to lead my double life.

In public for family and friends I am a very religious, pious, innocent Muslim woman and wife. In private for my husband, I am a kinky slut to an extent that 95% of the population in my country would not have heard of the kinks I an involved in let alone do them. Read more »

Daddy’s Eid gift! [FM]

We got into the cuckquean kink during the pandemic and tried it for the first time last year properly after I wanted to indulge into the kink and convinced him to try it. As things progressed we found a cake almost as kinky as us and eventually at new years daddy started dating her fulltime. Which meant that I became a full time cuck. Daddy wanted to up the ante and started constantly edging me without release.

Which resulted in the fact that since new years I have been allowed to have just 3 orgasms. I’ve always been a submissive person even non sexually and the kinky sex life made me even more submissive since I became daddy’s sex slave. Which is why a week or so before valentine’s day, daddy also started denying me his cock and stopped fucking my pussy or ass.

He told me that this year I was going to have less orgasms than I have fingers while constantly edging myself daily. His cock became exclusive fuck toy for his gf’s pussy and ass while I was relegated to being his fleshlight that he uses to masturbate when his gf is not around. Which means he only uses my throat/mouth and tits to cum. Read more »

Groped and used at a holli (hindu festival) party [F]

Since daddy has been traveling for work, his gf came over and stayed at hers and daddy’s place for the weekend this past weekend. She wanted to spend some alone time with me and eagerly wanted to show me my place.

Last weekend also happened to be the the hindu festival of holli. She comes from a liberal elite family and which has allowed her to indulge in the underground life a lot easier than others despite us living in a Conservative Muslim country.

Last year she invited us to an adult Halloween party and I got a very rare taste of being slutty and kinky in public. It was no secret how much I enjoyed being made to crawl around during that party as a part of my costume of being a slutty bitch.

She thought it would be a good idea for us to recreate such a public experience with some modifications so she got us invites to a private holli party on Saturday.

Now for those of you who don’t know (not that I know much either) holli is the hindu festival of color where people gather in groups and have kind of like a color fight wearing white clothes for maximum effect for the colors to hold on to. Imagine the tomatina festival minus the tomatoes and the smell. Read more »

After being edged and denied for over a month I was finally allowed to cum last night as a women’s day gift [FFM]

As many of you know that I am not only permanently owned by my husband/daddy in a 24/7 dom sub dynamic, I am also his cuckquean. Daddy has been cucking me actively since last year but just before Halloween we found our current cake and since new years he has been dating her fulltime.

Our cuckquean dynamics is heavily influenced by humiliation, degradation, pet play and such kinks (with all consenting parties of course before I get judged). Being the cuck, daddy started edging me more actively since new years. This was the longest I had edged myself without cumming and let me tell you I was addicted to the last second. As much as I was desperate and begging him to let me cum, being edged everyday and being that horny was a high I had never experienced before.

I had been edging daily without fail since 29th of January. Before this my longest time edging was just over 2 weeks. This time however daddy went even longer and apart from edging me, he denied me his cock as well. My pussy had not been fucked since 29th January and my ass had not been fucked since before valentine’s. This was the longest I’d gone without taking his cock! Read more »

The night I (F28) dressed up slutty and acted like a hooker in a five star hotel [FM]

We were traveling to another city for an extended visit due to some work he had. He (M33) took me along with him too because it was a long trip and his company was paying for it. We stayed in one of the biggest and top five star hotels in the city.

We have always had this fantasy of me dressing slutty in public and it was very much possible to do that in the hotel since it saw a lot of international tourists.

It was still covid days so there was outdoor dining, besides the pool. The pool had grounds on either side of it, one side was used as the dining area and the other side was used for events. There was a wedding or something that night on one side while the other side had regular diners.

He was still not back yet and wouldn’t be back for at least an hour or two more. I decided to take out and put on this slutty little one piece black shiny dress with shoulder straps that dropped down to just past my big ass. The dress had a deep neck and I could show a lot of cleavage in it which I decided I wanted to show. I dolled up, doing my hair and make up with a push up bra and high heels and made my way down to the pool. Read more »