Existential Crisis [M]

My freshman year of college I was in my dorm and the walls were just cinder blocks so noise could travel really easily. One neighbor comes home and is arguing really loudly with his girls friend. Then on the other side of me this guys comes homes and starts fucking his girlfriend very loudly. So I’m in between two people fighting, and fucking.

Am I mad? Yes. Am I horny? Yes. Eventually I just watch someone get hate fucked on Pornhub and leave my room in a terrible mood. ????