Throwaway account for obvious reasons. Cheating is a shitty thing to do. I feel bad for it in some ways, but I’d do it all again in a heartbeat. This is also my first confession so I hope you guys like it.
So a little back story. Things were getting very vanilla with my GF at the time We’d been together for 5 years and we were at a lull. The sex was mediocre, there was never any effort back towards me. She was never as turned on as me, she was never the initiator, and I felt like a drag on her and often had to tend to myself to get relief. I’ve always had a very high sex drive but I’ve always been terrible with women so this whole scenario came out of the blue.