35 [F] young and stupid

I also posted in another sub.

Way back before college and before coming out, I was in a (don’t know what it’s called) but, me with four other guys. What seemed like a normal night was anything but average. It started with some normal partying, then moved to truth or dare. Trust me when I say, it’s a bad idea when there are five of you and only one is female. As you can imagine, dares turned into showing boobs to touch their dick. Next thing I was blowing the guy I liked while the others watched. That progressed into me blowing one while the other fucked me, the other sucked my boob and the other jacked off. By the end I had blown all of them, one came in my mouth (🤮) one in my vagina, one on my back and the other in the floor. I was shaking as I did it, and even now idk why I did. Needless to say, none would speak to me after. Ohhh the things you do when you’re in denial.