I’ll start by saying two nights ago was one of the greatest nights I’ve ever had (sexually) and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it for more than a few minutes at a time.
I lost my virginity about 13 years ago. Ever since I first went through puberty and started watching porn, my greatest sexual fantasy was to have anal sex. The thought of being inside a woman’s ass has always turned me on more than just about anything, but I’ve never been with a partner who was interested and willing.
I got married a few years back and have been with my wife for several years before that. I’ve brought up anal to her a few times throughout our relationship so far, and she expressed that it’s something she’s never been interested in but also said “maybe one day, we’ll see.” I completely respect that and had pretty much accepted that I was probably never going to try anal sex, and that’s ok.