With all the stories I’ve written, I haven’t written about my first time feeling another man’s cock.
Now as I think back I can’t believe that it’s been nearly 20 years since I truly crossed that line. Oh how I wanted to so many times but taboo at the time (yes, just a short 20 years ago) my fear of someone finding out, and the personal “stuff” that we put ourselves through. If I touch another man’s cock sexually does that make me bi, gay, or just a horny guy who’s curious. I know from discussions with other men that many of us have struggled with this.
Even before the everyday use of the internet I’d read the M4M personal ads in the Sunday paper and the underground newspapers. I’d typically do this very early in the morning or late at night once my wife was asleep. The mainstream Sunday paper would always be much tamer than the underground tabloids. I’d sit there in the chair with an old movie playing on the TV, reading the ads and stroking my cock under my jogging pants. The way the chair was situated, if I didn’t hear my wife get up, I was able to see her before she’d see me playing with myself, fantasizing about sucking cock. I can’t tell you how many fist fulls of cum I had from just reading and fantasizing.