Memories: Emily. Blonde, drunk and willing. I’m only human. [MF]

“If you’re going upstairs, be a dear and help Emily get to her room? She’s wasted.”

I shrugged. “Sure.” I didnt really give it a second thought. Well, maybe I did, but that’s just the way my brain works. I’m not going to lie. Emily is the one every straight guy thinks filthy thoughts about. Blonde. Curvy. A mix of girl next door and pornstar. Too much makeup and just enough skin. So obviously I had thoughts. How could I not?

But they were just thoughts. Even when she had her arm around me in the elevator for support, her firm breast pressing against my side… they were just thoughts. Filthy snippets in my imagination, called upon for masturbatory purposes. Yes, I was guilty of gazing down into the chasm of her cleavage. Yes, I did breathe in her flowery scent. But my intentions were pure. Pure enough.

I took her to her door and waited while she fumbled with the keycard. Leaning against me, giggling to herself. I walked her in, unhooked her arm from around my neck and watched her collapse onto the bed, face first. “Safe and sound.” I muttered proudly to myself as I started to back away. My eyes might have lingered on her pale thighs, her short skirt hiked up just enough to offer a glimpse of that intersection of leg and buttock.

The time I realised we really werent exclusive part 2 – AKA Shame, sloppy seconds and almost anal [MF]

A continuation of this: https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/58yu30/the_time_i_realised_we_really_werent_exclusive/

We went to have drinks with some of her friends in a shitty student flat that night. She’d warmed up a bit, but was still annoyed. Drinking games ensued, so it didnt take long for everyone to get drunk. At some point some random lanky guy arrived. After rolling a spliff that almost knocked me out, he said something about “needing some help” and she got up and followed him. I thought nothing of it.

And then, a few minutes later one of her girlfriends, Fiona, said something. “It’s cool that you’re so cool with it”. I smiled and said thank you, stoned and confused, wondering what I was cool with but accepting the compliment anyway. And then another dude appeared and asked where Darren was. Fiona casually replied “getting his rocks off… they’ll be done soon”.

All the pieces fell in place like a satellite crashing back down to earth. Darren was the sex god in her phone book. Darren was the lanky dude who “needed help” with something. I was apparently cool for being cool with my lady fucking another guy while I sat around in the other room. My head spun. I played it as cool as I could because I wanted to compliment to stick, but it wasnt easy. About twenty agonizing seconds later I excused myself to look for the bathroom.

The time I realised we really werent exclusive AKA someone else’s cum inside her [MF]

First post ever. There might be more. Who the fuck knows?

We werent exclusive. It bothered me, but not enough to not want her. I always wanted her. Sometimes I’d fly over to see her, sometimes she’d fly over to see me. We’d do normal relationship shit and fuck like bunnies and then we wouldnt see each other for weeks. Sometimes months.

I had a free week and a bit of cash, so I flew over to see her. We met in a pub by the train station and had some drinks with a few of her people. I’d try to guess which of her friends and friends friends she’d fucked. A couple were obvious… a little to gropy on the kiss hello, some cheeky grins and leery glances. It annoyed me, but at the same time, I knew that while I was around she was mine, which I could tell annoyed them. I couldnt help but imagine her fucking other people, and I hated that it turned me on, but it did.