With COVID a lot of people have been forced to re-evaluate their lives, decide what’s really important and change their goals. This can be very true in dating as well as any other aspect of daily life.
This all started when I found her on a dating/social website. Catered towards very specific goals/needs. I’m very particular on there, as it’s an adult site a good majority of profiles are riddled with nude pictures, but that isn’t what I go for.
I find no excitement in that, the chase is over before it begins. There’s no anticipation, no build up, no imagination. And lastly seeing them naked isn’t special to me, I didn’t earn it and there is no bond involved (being i’m sort of demisexual in a sense). I crave the feeling behind feeling valued like that, I want to be wanted, but I think everyone does in their own way.
She wasn’t like the others, she had no pictures of herself at all, only a few memes dedicated to her reasons for being there, and a short cute bio that told me she was the exact type of person I was looking for.