Hello story-horny people of gonewildstories! I’m back with Part 2 of “How I became a ‘frat rat!’” This installment is spicier than the first part and it can also be digested without having read Part 1, which I know was a little long! Still, a link to that is here:
[Part 1 – Fingered by a Frat Guy](https://www.reddit.com/r/gonewildstories/comments/ubkevs/how_i_f19_became_a_frat_rat_part_1_getting/)
Obligatory “this happened years ago, and I am no longer 19 even though I wish I was.” Anyways, with that, onwards to the story!
My first college frat party and this is where I find myself: near to tears and alone. I think about Michael, the brother of my roommate, and how we had shared a moment of sexual intimacy I thought had meant something, only for him to go grope another random girl when he thought I wasn’t looking. I think of Veronica, my lovely roommate, who’s managed to do what I couldn’t: make friends and have a life outside of drinking shitty, cheap liquor. And then I think about myself, and I feel a swell of self-pity and self-loathing. I want to leave the party, but the door seems so far away. I want to cry, but there are too many people around. I want to scream, but then I’d just look like a lunatic.