So I’ve been struggling with sexuality and shame for like, a week at least now? Like, the type of “literally cannot sleep” shame. Over femdom/pegging kink.
Anyway, she’s a pretty bossy person, right. At this point, I don’t even know if this is a good thing or not. I “hate” it, but deep down, I guess I could be secretly turned on by it?
So, she doesn’t like it when I haven’t shaved in a while right, as it itches and irritates her when it rubs against her when cuddling or whatever (don’t blame her tbh, beard on skin generally doesn’t feel nice if it’s pretty short which mine usually is). So, I go in for a cuddle with her, and she forcefully says “NO! You’ve got to shave first!”. Then, I don’t even know how to explain it, there’s this gaze we have (my head is just coincidentally below hers, I’m like looking up at her which I find hot as part of femdom) and I’m like holy shit I feel like her pet right now. That only lasts like 1-2 seconds, but honestly it feels like minutes, before I realise I actually have to do what she says to get my reward. So I jump out of bed and shave ASAP.