[FmmF] The Tutor pt. 13

I’m sorry these story updates have taken so long. If you haven’t read the whole thing, click on my username above “the-tutor” to catch up on the previous chapters. There should be two more chapters to wrap up the story and I expect it to run just over 60K words. This story and Sucky Vacation have a special relationship, which is why I’ve written them together. Remind me never to write two novels at once again. ;-)

I hope you like them!

CottonNightie

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Chapter 13
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Alicia and Megan had reluctantly parted to their respective dorms after leaving Meredith’s house the night before. Alicia felt like she was walking on air. Any residual jealousy Megan had toward Adam and Carlos had been snuffed out by the passion they’d shared. Megan had been quiet on the ride back to the college, but her irrepressible smile spoke volumes. All during the night, Alicia would rouse with a smile at the thought of the bits of Adam and Carlos she carried deep in her body.

[mFFm] The Tutor pt. 12

Chapter 12
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The ride to Meredith’s house was subdued as Alicia silently considered the meeting with her lawyer, Jennifer Litaly. She worried that the clinical recounting of her fight with Megan on Friday night might have wounded her friend. She squeezed Megan’s hand and ran her thumb over the back, hoping the gesture conveyed the love and forgiveness she felt.

Megan parked in front of the house and pulled Alicia’s hand up to her lips to kiss it. The love Alicia saw reflected back at her stilled her worries.

“Ready for another night of tutoring?” Alicia asked over a sigh.

“Let’s get this over with,” Megan grumped playfully.

Carlos opened the door when Alicia knocked, his expression showing frustration. “Hey, come on in.”

After glancing around, Alicia sensed something was off. “Is Meredith here?”

“No, she had to take Fee and Liz home,” Carlos said as he closed the door.

“I thought they were gonna study with us this week?” Megan asked as Adam walked up from the kitchen.

Adam crossed his arms over his chest to glare at Megan. “Apparently your Dad has a problem with them being here with you two. Mom drove them home to have a word with your mom before she heads to class tonight.”

[FF] The Tutor pt. 11

Chapter 11
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Alicia walked through the door of her Sociology class and scanned the faces in the room. Even though Dean Evans had said Dillon would be banned from attending classes until after the hearing, she still worried his father might get the ban lifted somehow. Megan stood with a suppressed smile and waited next to her desk while Alicia approached.

“Hey, girlfriend,” Megan said. She kept her bright smile pinned closed by biting her lower lip.

Alicia reached out and ran her fingers down Megan’s upper arm before forcing her hand back to her side. The desire to kiss Megan was so overwhelming that Alicia leaned in for a single soft kiss before she could stop herself. It lasted no longer than a second, but Alicia felt her skin prickle.

It was the first time the two of them had kissed openly in public. Well, other than the party where they’d been dared to kiss each other the first time. Megan’s smile escaped as Alicia pulled back. The pair found their seats next to each other and prepared for class.

“How was your first night back in your dorm room?” Megan asked.

[FF] The Tutor pt. 10

Chapter 10
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The mood around campus on Monday morning had Alicia on edge. Just walking in from where Megan had parked made Alicia feel like everyone was staring at her. Objectively, it wasn’t true, yet the feeling of an imminent threat remained.

She had spent all day Sunday with Megan and Mom, trying to find normal again. There were brief moments when she was able to put the rape and fear of the upcoming hearing out of her mind. Then she’d smile and the bruise on her face would ache, stealing away her peace.

Alicia first headed up to her dorm room to get fresh clothes and her computer for class. Megan had promised to meet up before they headed out later to tutor the guys. After getting herself organized, Alicia gathered herself to face her English and Chemistry classes. She locked the dorm room door behind her and turned toward the elevator.

Everyone stared. Some of the students in her hallway looked at her with a nauseating pity. Others glared like *she* was the one who had done something wrong. The most painful look came from Rachel, the other girl Dillon had raped. She looked on with pride when she spotted Alicia, as if Alicia had done something worthwhile. The self-loathing and shame she’d pushed away, with Megan’s help, came rushing back when Rachel embraced her.

[FF] The Tutor pt. 9

*The Summer I Grew Up* placed third in the Golden Clitorides award for the Best Gay / Lesbian / Gender Bending Story of 2017! Thanks to everyone who voted.

Sorry it’s taken so long to update this story, but I had deadlines to keep and miles to go before I sleep… ;-)

Cotton Nightie

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Chapter 9
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Waking with Megan pressed against her back instantly stilled Alicia’s nightmare. Dillon had been dragging her into an inky darkness by her bare legs. His too-long fingers had suckers like the tentacles of an octopus and his gaping mouth was filled with needles instead of teeth.

Megan whispered soothing sounds and stroked her tenderly. “You’re safe. I’ve got you.”

Yawning, Alicia stretched and rolled over to kiss her girlfriend good morning. *Girlfriend.* The thought settled her heart after the bad dream. Kissing Megan was so different than kissing guys. The biggest difference was how soft her skin was. Even if a guy shaved close, the texture was completely different. And the feeling of their breasts pressing together never got old.

[FF][mast] The Tutor pt. 8

Sorry this update took so long. Spring Break sucked all my time away.
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Chapter 8
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Alicia’s roommate was out for the night, so there were no awkward questions to answer about her bruised face and arm when she got back to her room. After a long, hot shower, Alicia dressed in a plain gray nightshirt and white cotton panties. She double-checked the lock on her door, climbed into her twin bed, and turned to face the painted cinder block wall.

There was an ugliness growing inside her. It had weakened her somehow. Alicia had always considered herself strong, but now the idea of facing Dillon in Sociology made her physically ill from fear. The idea of others finding out how stupid she’d been left her shaking. That confidence she’d possessed all her life had suddenly blown away like morning mist. She had no idea how to get it back.

Painful thoughts circled endlessly. Megan’s utter rejection. Dillon’s cruel rape. Her own guilt about using Adam and Carlos for her own pleasure. The spiral of self-hate swirled around her until she felt crushed by it. There was no spark of light to show her the way out. In those darkest hours before morning, Alicia seriously considered how she might permanently end her misery.

[FM][nc][oral] The Tutor pt. 7

Chapter 7
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Alicia drove into the parking lot of the popular pizza restaurant near school. In the back seat, Adam and Fiona had been laughing and talking the whole ride over. Alicia had listened with amusement, and a little pride, while Adam kept his half of the conversation flowing. He’d asked good questions and made comments that showed he listened to Fiona. His enthusiasm and interest in her were obviously genuine.

The result of his warm attention was clear in Fiona’s happy tone. Her frequent laughter didn’t seem forced. When Alicia glanced in the rearview mirror she had to smile at their animated expressions. It made her happy to see them happy. *Ah, young love.*

When Alicia parked, Megan pulled into the next spot over. Their eyes met and Alicia winked while forcing her own feelings down. The anxiety she’d felt around Megan for the last couple of months was still there, but she recognized it for what it was now. Megan wasn’t really putting pressure on Alicia. She wasn’t acting like Alicia’s girlfriend. At the core of those feelings was Alicia’s own desires getting turned around in her head. The truth was that she wanted to be with Megan, not the other way around.

[Fmm] The Tutor pt. 6

Chapter 6
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Adam settled back on the couch with a towel underneath him. Carlos was sitting next to him with a drowsy expression, his cock limp and empty. Alicia moved to kneel in front of Adam with the lube and another injector and sat back on her heels.

“Ready?” she asked Adam after pulling the filled injector from the bottle of lube.

“I guess,” he said with a nervous grin at Carlos.

“It’s awesome, seriously.” Carlos grinned like he was drunk.

Alicia pulled at Adam’s hips to get him to shift forward. Once his ass hung off the edge of the couch, she began to work her slippery finger between his cheeks.

“Cold,” Adam hissed and winced.

“It’ll warm up quick enough,” Carlos chuckled.

Alicia worked the slick tip of the injector into his pink opening. Once it was in far enough, she slowly pushed the plunger. Adam hissed and squinted, then relaxed when she withdrew it to toss into the trash bag.

She leaned close to nip at his balls with her lips while pushing her index finger into his velvety soft interior. Adam’s hands twitched where they rested on his thighs. When she reached the walnut sized lump, he shivered.

[Fmm] The Tutor pt. 5

Chapter 5
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Alicia sat at an empty table in the crowded campus food court. A plain salad wasn’t something she usually ate for lunch, but the threat of being discovered having sex with Adam and Carlos made her stomach ache. She’d skipped breakfast as well. All night long, dreams of being arrested and taken to jail disrupted her sleep after she got back to the dorm. But the insane chemistry they’d shared the night before left her craving more, despite the risk.

Out of the corner of her eye, Alicia saw Megan enter the food court and glance around. Then her eyes stopped on Alicia.

“What the fuck were you thinking?” Megan demanded after stomping up to the table.

She pretended she didn’t know what Megan meant. “I thought I’d eat my lunch?”

“You could be arrested!”

“Nope, I paid for it,” Alicia deflected and lifted the receipt off the tray to wave around.

“I’m serious,” Megan hissed as she sat across from Alicia, then began to shout-whisper. “Adam Morris? We both fucking babysat him! Jeez, I used to build those race car tracks with him all over the living room.”

[Fmm] The Tutor pt. 4

Chapter 4
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On Thursday, Alicia’s Sociology small group met to discuss their papers on sexuality. She took her usual seat next to Megan who only glanced up for a moment as she thumb-typed on her phone. After booting her laptop, Alicia stared at the screen displaying her final draft and waited for class to begin.

The previous evening had surpassed all of her expectations and left a tingling ache between her legs. The guys might have only been enthusiastic virgins, but Alicia had rarely enjoyed sex more. The thrill of her first threesome with two guys was multiplied by their youthful energy. And knowing they were going to be together later kept her simmering. The only damper was the continuing tension she felt with Megan.

“So how was the party?” Megan asked as she put her phone down.

“What party?” The comment confused Alicia until she remembered Megan’s comment after she had seen the condoms at the store. “No, I told you. I was just stocking up.”

“Yeah, but you have that *freshly fucked* look I know so well.” Megan raised her eyebrows and waited.