I’ve been gone for a long time but I was feeling the story telling itch again lately! So this story is a little scandalous and shameful even by my standards.
For me, college was a time of two faces. One was the face that was trying to get good grades and a scholarship and all that stuff nerdy girls tend to do. I had nerdy friends and my professors liked me lots because I asked good questions like the suck-up I am. The other was the ugly duckling who had left her college town and was now out and about in the world exploring who she wanted to be. And by that, I mostly mean I was having a lot of kinky sex, and sometimes with strangers. But those two sides didn’t always match up. For one thing some of my nerdy friends were kind of sex negative (mostly because they weren’t getting any!) and they would have judged me if they knew about my extracurriculars. I was also just trying to balance doing well in school and getting done well everywhere else.