[M]y [F]irst time with my Ex

This story happened almost exactly 10 years ago and I was feeling nostalgic and wanted to share. I apologize in advance that most of this is probably backstory and if its feeling long.

It started 12 years ago when I met Erica as a freshmen in college. I know many people here are visual readers, and so Erica in college was 5’7, around 115 lbs with most of that in her ass, while I stood at 5’9 and was probably around 140 as a freshmen but at a bit better slim but athletic build at 150 when this story actually takes place. No idea what she saw in me as a scrawny freshman, but we hit it off and eventually started dating for about 4 months. During this period we never had sex, as in actual sex. We were 18 year old, horny, unexperienced virgins and some how avoided going all the way. Looking back, I actually have no clue how we didn’t sleep with each other freshmen year. The first time we made out, I had bypassed 2nd and just fingered her as well as someone with barely any experience could. The next day we almost got walked in by RA as she was giving me a blowjob in her dorm. One time my roommate actually walked in on us as I was titfucking her in my dorm. You get the picture, we were plenty horny and attracted to each other, but were putting off the big home run because we wanted it to be special I guess? I really don’t know why, maybe just fear. Unfortunately I had a mental breakdown freshman year and we broke up as a result.