[MFM] The Night My Role Changed

38m/36f. After discussing what I called a “voyeur” fantasy for months, we ended up doing the dating app thing in hopes of finding a potential person to watch her with. As you’d probably expect, the majority of people were either creeps, ghosted when we weren’t rushing to meet or expose our identities to them, or were simply pic collectors.

It was disheartening for probably six weeks, until we met Chris. Chris was in his early 40s, retired from the Army, AA, and someone she immediately connected with and was attracted to you. We chatted on Whatsapp for several weeks before eventually “meeting” over video. That went well, we met in person for drinks and the next week had our first “experience” with him.

To call it a sexual awakening for her would be an understatement, and it was everything I imagined it would be and more in both incredible and frankly, hard to swallow at times ways. Ego aside, we immediately fell into a rhythm of “dating” him virtually every week, certainly something worth calling too hard and too fast for two people with zero experience prior. It was exhilarating and exciting, and my role of a voyeur/observer was super fulfilling.