Long story short, a few weeks ago I tried on a kind of bikini I’d never see myself wearing—a yellow, string, “criss cross” bikini that frames my boobs sluttily but beautifully. My style is usually quite conservative (I’m getting over some body-issues from my teens) but the moment I saw myself in the mirror I knew I had to have it, even though I could NOT see myself wearing it out. Instead, I kept trying it on at home every day until finally, yesterday, I got up the courage and wore it to the beach.
Reader, it was AMAZING. The beach was crowded and my friends and I crossed it find a spot I could feel all eyes were on me. Under my sunglasses I pretended not to notice but everywhere I glanced someone was staring at me. Or rather, at my body. It felt very exciting and powerful. I could practically hear the cocks getting stiff as I walked by.
We mostly laid out but I went into the surf a few times and guys would kind of… congregate near me, acting casual, like they were just happening to end up near me, and then trying to shoot their shot. Nobody scored (the closest was an older guy who knew exactly what I was up to and who DID extract my number lol) but I appreciated all of it.