Context:
I [F23] and my ex [M24] have been broken up for about a year. We live in different cities now, but recently we’ve been trying to reconnect a via text. Just friendship, though. As context, you should know that although my ex is straight, I always thought it would be really hot to watch him with another guy, and I told him so back when we were dating. Sometimes he would tease like he was interested, but in the end he always came back to “Just kidding. Not interested. I’m straight, after all.” So, nothing ever happened.
But…..last night, the topic came up again. I mentioned to him how hot it would have been for me if he had ever let a guy take him home. And then, he shocked me: he said it would have been hot for him too. And he added, “Seriously. I’m not kidding this time.” I was shocked…and more than a little turned on. Shortly after that the conversation accelerated into less of a discussion and more of a co-created fantasy, imagining what might have been, what…well…what could still be, I guess: