Michelle led me to her car. Her hand was still in mine as we approached it. Even as the cold rain came down, her hand was still so soft and warm. I could feel a pulse beating. Definitely mine. I was so excited for whatever was about to go down.
“Here’s me,” Michelle pointed to an older model Honda Civic.
I got into her car. I let go of her hand. I didn’t want to; her hand was so welcoming it felt like her small hand was giving my entire body a hug; one of those hugs you give a close friend after not having seen her for months None of Evan’s body parts made me feel like that. When Evan touched me, it was different. All of his touching was done for his own pleasure. With Michelle, it felt like she was touching me the way she wanted to be touched, and the way a woman would want to be touched.
She pulled out of the coffee shop parking lot and made her way toward her apartment. This is so scandalous, I thought. I can’t believe I’m doing this.