I [F]ucked an internet stranger. So excited to do hi[m] again.

My boyfriend lives out of town and I spent the entire summer being rather horny and lonely. I am a sexual person and only so much a vibrator does for me. One night I started cruising the Craigslist personals without any real intention of following through.

Out of curiosity and boredom I posted an add. My add explained I was a horny 5’7 blue eyed brunette in my 20s, I have big tits and ass and was looking for a night of fun to scratch my itch. Within 30 minutes I had over 100 messages. I couldn’t believe it. I spent the next few hours going through the messages and realizing that I wasn’t really up for it. Some adds were scary, others very sexual and upfront. I chickened out, I deleted almost all of them except for 1. This response to my add caught my eye more than the others so I kept talking. His name was Charles and he was also in a relationship but lonely as she is very low libido. He was 6’3, 32 and Scottish. He sent me pictures and I was very impressed. Charles was handsome with brown hair and a bit of stubble beard. He was very manly in all the ways I like. He was very intelligent and the witty banter made me start to crush on him hard. We talked for a few days and I indicated that I wanted to see him but kept cancelling and finding excuses as I was so nervous. He was so good looking and smart and it felt like a 1st date and I couldn’t get the courage.